September 21st, 2008
Heavy load.
I never thought that relatives can be burdensome. Family? Huh. Funny how they call nuisances that. I don't think they deserve to belong to a supposedly "team". You get me. They should be helping you out, watching your back. But what they do is stab you in the back and push you so hard.
Take my own sisters. They create so much problems. It makes me think that they're the problems. Geez. Imagine riding a cab and not having money to pay for it? It was around P200. Mom had to pay for it.
So I have confirmed that they truly are liars. Yes. I can't and shouldn't trust my own sisters. They lie to my parents- they lie to MOM. What more if it were just me?
Another is my uncle. He's such a shithead, I don't know why he came back. He's one of the main sources of problems here at home. He's such an assbrain. I don't know why his pea-sized brain can't even swallow the fucking fact that he isn't needed here and he's just another burden. He truly is. I think he even carries the wishing well of bad luck in his ass. He's a fake too. I can never trust him. I'm in deep trouble if he turns his back on me and my mom because exposing pieces of information dad shouldn't know will get me in a mortuary. And I swear I'll take him with me. Maybe all of them burdensome trashbags. Hah. I apologize to my tita and to my cousins. He's a damn retard, see. Oh wait, so are you tita. Mukha kang pera eh.
That's the root of everything though. Money.