whine and dine

P250 for a trashy book. what a freaking waste.

an hour and a half, twice a week. with her.

my goodness. you must be killing me.

i hate the teacher. i swear. she sucks. the book sucks too.

she thinks she's so great. she's good with words but overall, she sucks.

why would you ask a student why the Philippines uses mixed economic system? haha. ano pake namin diyan. the authorities decide on things, we dont.

she thinks she fits in the college of science. haha. in yer face, woman. you wouldnt wanna know what my classmates call you.

yeah, i hate you. we all do.

It's 8:42am. Yehes. Early early eh? I woke up 4:30 today. I didn't want to arrive late in school. Every friday, I have Analytical Microbiology lecture at 7:00, so that means I should leave home at least thirty minutes before six if I want to arrive before the teacher. XD

The UST Biology Society are currently having their general assembly.. So I don't have 8:00-9:00 Art Appreciation and 9:00-10:00 Philippine Literature. Blah. I'm feeling kinda lazy today.

Haha. As you can see, this post is quite different. Lol. In this post, I uh.. Try to capitalize what should be capitalized, blah blah. Yeah. Grammar and composition stuff. Ngerks.

Haha. It does look better this way though. 0.o

Trial lang naman. ^^

I'm thinking if I should meet him later. He asked me weeks ago to go with him to this Japanese culture show (?). It was a class requirement. I dunno. I agreed then but I guess I kinda threatened him the past days that I won't go with him anymore because I got upset with what he did.. Whatta life. I was trying to get back at him. Bitter  

It always happens. Sometimes, I dunno what to do anymore that I just want to let go. But then, the rational side of me says that it's shallow and I should just get over it. I guess I'm not that mature.. Unlike him. He may be younger but.. Blah. Most of the time, it would seem like he's older than me. Boys will always be boys. Girls are girls.

Taeness. Ang random ng post na ito. :O 

I don't understand some stuff. Maybe I'm too.. Blocked. Maybe. I dunno. I hate what I'm feeling right now. Why can't things just be normal but then I must move if I want things to get better. Problem is, do I still want this? Do I? I really don't know.

I cut class again. I wasn't in the mood to see the professor. I am being a brat again, I know.

I am remembering all the things he said.

~ that I have no respect for our anniversary

~ that I fuss over things

~ that I am a faker

~ that I am an asshole

~ that I am a brat

~ that he's blaming Cis

Well. It was all too painful. I ended up crying and saying sorry. I was so shocked. Everything's calm now.. But then.. It still hurts. I know I am the one to blame but it was fucking painful.

Cham's been asking me what I want. I dont know. For crissake, I dont know. I cant feel a thing. I cant feel anything.. I dont know.. I need help.. Ineed to help myself..

He loves me. He said, "I love you, I always have."

Do I still love him?

Sensation is not the tool of knowledge. Plato said that. Although knowledge is attainable, real knowledge is the knowledge of "form" = Truth.

Question: What is reality composed of? (What makes a thing the kind of thing of it is?)
Answer: "The Forms"

The Forms:
- different
- eternal
- independent
- highest form of the good
- knowledge of them is the highest
- models
- things participate
- source of reality

And then my teacher explained each characteristic. X_x

And then.. Poof. Why oh why. Switching to another lesson. >.<

Now I'm thinking of bacterial algorithm. x.x I won't type everything ha.

Is it obligate intracellular?
Yes? -> Rickettsia, Chlamydia
No?.. Okay then. Does it have a cell wall? If not, then you have a Mycoplasma.
If it has a cell wall, Is it spiral-shaped? Yes? Then perhaps, Treponema yan. Or Borrelia or Leptospira.

Not spiral-shaped?.. Okay. Bacilli?
Yes?.. Okay. Then. Gram positive or Gram negative?
If Gram positive, aerobic or anaerobic?

If anaerobic, it's Clostridium.
If aerobic, Bacillus, Listeria, or Erysipelothrix.

So aerobic, right? Does it produce spores?

Yes? Then you have Bacillus.
No? Then it's Listeria/ErysipelothrixCorynebacteria/Lactobacillus.

Lol. Haven't memorized the cocci part and Gram negative bacillus.

This is so fun :D

I think I do. Hahahahaha. 0.o What's gotten into me. o.o