whine and dine

this is for phoebe dear. who is currently going through this blog.. XD

hi phoebe! i think you should get one too. XD

anyway. im happy and sad at the same time for her.. i dont want her feeling guilty. i understand.. she wants her freedom.

at least there's someone to distract her =)

anyhoo. it's the first day of school and i arrived late in class!

whew. of course, what's new? anyway... phoebe, dee, maan, arnel, loys and i went out during our break. we planned.. or i planned to eat outside school.. at yellowcab along lacson. unfortunately, it was still closed.. we were told that it will take an hour before opening.. ugh.

so.. we decided to eat at mcdo. we went up.. then we saw the boys crossing the street 0.o and then they went to mcdo too.

so we ate... then  decided to leave... phoebe went with me. we went to the main buidling to meet up with vallance. it's his first day.. hehe. we took him to his class. he was gonna have english, i think. anyway, phoebe and i decided to hang out in 1mb's room since it was.. cold. when we were about to leave, the president of microsoc arrived. 0.o she told us not to go and to introduce ourselves.. awww. i had the spot light on me there! phoebe got out of the room quickly. she left me there.. T_T

so there. i felt like i had some authority over the freshmen.. hehe. 

i wish to improve my english.. 

so i tried to escape ate abby. lol XD but the spot light was on me when i tried to.. XD anyway. phoebe and i headed down to our next class. turned out that the first floor classrooms aren't ready til monday. i am not sure.

oh yeah, did i say i was late for microlab? wow. im a sophomore already.. i found the professor quite.. scary. he seems strict and stuff.. and turns out that he's our microlec teacher too.. oh mehn. XD

so there. im currently in the library with phoebe, dee and ryan. killing time..

and later.. im gonna see jes, panda and putrick! 

i am just in deep shit. that's all.

and when i say deep, you gotta believe me. maybe it's way deeper than how you imagine it. i think it's very difficult to find peace.. i wish there was peace at home.. or else i'd really wanna runaway.. i had enough. i still got college to fuss about. i dont want anything to add up pa. i just want my mommy.. however childish that sounds. come on. children need moms. teenagers too, though some don't realize..

give me peace for my birthday..
give me peace for christmas..
i want peace for valentines..
for graduation..

what the hell. if only peace could be held then placed in a box. wrapped up with brown paper at least.. with a ribbon around it. why not.

i'm supposed to be sleeping.. but the f*ckh*le told me to do stuff.. my class today starts at 1pm..

it's 18 today.. ehe. payaso said. yeah. i know, it's 18 today.

happy day, cham and ardo..

sigh...

i have analytic chem lab later.. i dont know where my lab gown is. im gonna buy one later..

im still not feeling well.. my throat hurts. my voice turned into that of a frog's.. gross.. 0.o 

last friday, i went to this pc cafe with mon, marcus, kiko and benj. then timo arrived.. he told me about this thing he did at feu. he said he wore his i.d. but he used ust's i.d. lace.. he told me got scolded. yikes. but he has some guts! anyway. i beat marcus once in 02 jam. haha. is that worth celebrating?

*sneezes* excuse me. got tissue? sigh. i really dont feel well..

today, the freshies will have mass at 8.. then from 9-12, they will have their orientation.. wooo. i feel old.. 0.o then. they will have their walk at 1pm.. it's going to be noisy outside.

i hope val doesn't forget to bring my newspaper.. as for me, imma try to look for my 1x1 pics.. T_T

anyway. parents talked last night. didn't go well.. the talk was full of lies and stuff.. i hate it. i fucking hate it.. at least he didn't hurt her. but he was freaking drunk! how are you going to have a decent conversation with alcohol up in your head? it only makes you feel confident eh. it, also, loosens the tongue. but now that he's sober, i don't know what the hell he's up to.

ugh. you know, you make me sick. 

i gotta go.. me tummy's screaming at me.. huhu XP