whine and dine

thyme

uh. i didnt see my brother for four whole days.

believe it or not.  

maybe i should let go now.

maybe you should be searching now.

i want you happy, even if you seem happy with me.

i just think you dont deserve this.

i think it's time to end this..

everything. delete everything..

i really think you dont care at all.. you dont give a damn.. you're not interested.. that's what i think.

can you blame me?

just go. stay with your friends. madami naman chicks diyan e. just go.

cause it hurts already... 

posted pictures of last week's sleepover at multiply..

uhm. nothing much. just that grown-ups tried playing dress-up. why not

anyway. been telling mom about spiderman 3.

oh. please, please, please  

insecurity is kicking in again..

i dont know what to do.. anyway. class ends on the 22nd. how happy is that? anyway. but first.

tita iluminada gabriel monera
we'll miss you 

i missed blogging!

so many things happened since my brother's birthday.. i dont really consider it happy.. it was a complete disaster.. the start was okay, fine. i admit. but it was a complete disaster..

it never stops, right? dad never stops.

the fight never ends..

mommy doesnt wanna come home anymore. im here at laguna.. she's here too... i think she's been here for two weeks.

imagine that. she told me.. ang sarap ng malaya. wala tatay mo. walang bunganga. ang gaan ng pakiramdam ko..

yeap. she feels so free na...

but i want her home. come on. she's my mom. why would i want her gone. for 18 years.... then this?!